God Stuff

Being Available

What does it really mean: in this day and time and place, to be ready to say that you’ll do anything for God? (At this point I’m imagining all of the disappointed sighs of the beautiful Christian single women who had hoped that the title was referring to something else. Of course, in my imagination is the only place where that’ll happen) Because at the moment, I’m on the verge of committing to a 3 year course and thinking about buying a house and the mortgage that comes with it. What if God wants to shake that all up and tell me to throw it in and head to deepest darkest Africa (which is always the concern)? To what extent should we be making out lives more flexible in order that we can get up off our bums and “Take up your cross and follow me”?

It’s a conversation that I’ve had with my mum more than anyone else – she’s pushing the idea that it would be smart to own a house as soon as possible, and actually that it would set me up for a church planting situation later – having a house is a nice thing that (presuming you’ve paid off most of the mortgage) actually allows a little bit of flexibility down the track in terms of not having the financial constraints (and I suppose other constraints) of rent. And there might be some validity in that argument. But the revolutionary in me (who I’m really starting to see a bit more of) starts saying but what if it’s about the now or almost now, rather than the later. What if God wants me to drop everything tomorrow? What if I’m locking myself in to something that’ll just end up being an unbreakable leash?

This is the part where you’d just love it if God went “here, this is the plan from now to finish and here’s what you need to do to get there”. A lot less exciting, but a lot less messy too. I guess that’s just the package deal. You take God and you put up with the messiness and the excitement and the fear and the constant wondering about whether or not you’re doing the right thing and the second guessing. Maybe it’s just a seeking and trusting thing.

Quoterrific

A few ripper quotes from people what can talk better than me (Hat Tip to Steve Addison’s blog, Brainy Quote and No Diggity)

“A little philosophy inclineth man’s mind to atheism, but depth in philosophy bringeth men’s minds about to religion.”
Francis Bacon

“We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased.”
C.S. Lewis

“According to the early Christians, the church doesn’t exist in order to provide a place where people can pursue their private spiritual agendas and develop their own spiritual potential. Nor does it exist in order to provide a safe haven in which people can hide from the wicked world and ensure that they themselves arrive safely at an otherworldly destination. Private spiritual growth and ultimate salvation come rather as the byproducts of the main, central, overarching purpose for which God has called and is calling us. The purpose is clearly stated in various places in the New Testament: that through the church God will announce to the wider world that he is indeed its wise, loving, and just creator: that through Jesus he has defeated the powers that corrupt and enslave it; and that by his Spirit he is at work to heal and renew it.”
N.T. Wright

Unsure of how to react

Having launched into a bitter fit of rage, and calmed myself down, I’m left in a state of uncertainty. I know that there’s more that I can do, but I’m not sure how far I’m willing to go to “start a revolution in my own life”. But I guess that’s some of the thinking – how do you start really taking these words seriously. What can I actually, practically, physically do that is going to make a difference in Africa, and a difference in the attitudes that are so entrenched in our society at the moment.

In a weird and twisted way it seems to me that in my life at the moment, financially giving is not the hardest part. Maybe it’s not sacrificial enough for it to be a really serious thing, but I’m contributing regularly to organisations that are doing the stuff in these places, and that’s a step forward. But I cannot believe that foreign aid, particularly to Africa, hasn’t been made into a bigger issue in our Federal Budget. And I’m not the only one.

So what’s the answer. Do we protest, march on the streets, mobilise and create a united voice? Do we write letters to politicians? Do we come up with smart slogans and put them on T-Shirts? How do you start a revolution? Do I care enough to try?

Brunch, Predestination and Signs and Wonders

Had a “surprise 21st brunch” this morning with some churchy type people as well as some others that I know through school, and had some really interesting conversations. Chatted about the Bible College course thing, (which I’m still excited about) and somehow got around to chatting about predestination – which I think came from someone saying specifically that they didn’t want to talk about it. The conversation didn’t last long, but we did get an opinion out of someone – “I’m a gentle Calvinist” – and this ripper of a quote: “I think it depends on whether you view predestination as something that happens, or something that God does”. There’s probably too much in that for it to be worth trying to unpack other than to say that it certainly has me thinking. I still don’t have a proper position on predestination, which was interesting, because the person who didn’t want the conversation was using the reasoning that “everyone’s got an opinion and it’s not going to change”.

Later on though, had another interesting conversation about the use of signs and wonders – particularly in reference to evangelism. The guy I was chatting with is trying to work out how on one hand you would heal people but wasn’t interested in pleasing the crowds who were only there for the signs and wonders. Then we see in Acts “people getting healed and whole communities coming to know Christ as a result” (his words), which seems almost to be swimming in the opposite direction to the way Jesus taught. Which opened up a whole lot of thinking, and even challenged me to think about whether or not the way things were done in Acts are neccessarily the perfect model. So there’s a question for you.

While I didn’t quite have anything to directly answer the question, my take is that I’d be far more interested in basing a “power evangelism” type venture on words of knowledge that speak to where the person is at, rather than pushing towards a “magic show” mentality with signs and wonders. But having said that, I’d love to just be putting myself in a position where God is using me for any signs and wonders stuff to get people into the kingdom, and let him do the controlling rather than take over the reigns myself. There might be something in letting God be God.

Not sure that I’ve made that much sense here – but I’m still recovering from a delicious serve of bacon and eggs and mushrooms and tomato and hash brown and sausage and spinach and Earl Grey Tea. Oh yeah, that’s why I weigh as much as I do, right there.

Jesus Stinks

Not my description. This is, however, a really really good read. Link stolen from planet telex.

God is moving

Every time in my life where I’ve been praying for something big, and it starts hapening, there is always this invigorating feeling of surprise. That feeling of “wow, this thing is real!” still hits me. And it’s hit me again.
We’ve been praying for God to really do something in the lives and the attitudes of our youth for the last 18 months, just really earnestly seeking to see a compete change of direction in them. And it looks like it’s happening. Kids who we were just getting frustrating at their lack of interest in anything we had to say, are excited about being “little Jesuses” in the world. They’re starting to pray with one another, not by obligation, not even by suggestion, but because they know that the answers they seek are found in God, and in his spirit.

It’s only a beginning. And it might be a false start. But it doesn’t feel like it. It feels like we’re building up a group that are going to be real. A group that will go out and live lives that are earnestly seeking him. It’s scary and it’s exciting and I just know that it’s got nothing to do with who we are and everything to do with who he is. It’s an exciting time to be around our youth. Please let this just be the beginning of something huge.

The Wisdom of Mr McLaren – Part Ten: The Final Word

Well, I must admit, I’ve thoroughly enjoyed doing this series, and it’s forced me to read the book far more thoroughly than I would have otherwise. Seems amazing that it was only a couple of weeks ago that I started blogging on this book. And there’s been lots to cogitate over – including a few things that I haven’t written about. So here’s my final verdict, I’ve split it up into the bits I like about McLaren’s “Generous Orthodoxy”, and the stumbling blocks for me that stop me from wanting to follow everything he’s said.

What I liked

The chapter on being missional was one of the most inspiring things I’ve read in recent memory. And the quote I inserted here was the epitome of what I think McLaren is right about. Because no matter how much it hurts our de-sensitised, consumeristic, self-absorbed western sensibilities (those are all the big words that I know); there is no way that you can earnestly read Jesus’ teachings in the bible and not believe that your lifestyle has to change. That your focus has to be on taking on Jesus’ way of life. It hurts, and it’s hard, but it’s such an exciting adventure. That’s what I see as missing in my life and the lives of those around me.

I found it impossible to read McLaren’s work without being deeply impressed by his ability to glean the fundamentals (small f) out of every branch of Christianity and find the goodness in their existence. He leaves no doubt that as a Vineyardian, which has a pretty deep evangelical history, and a little bit of charismatic excitement in it, there is much that the catholics, the anabaptists, even the liberals can teach me about who Jesus is, and what that should mean in my life. He has found the goodness in everyone, especially those who are his harshest critics, and he does so in a beautiful, almost poetic way.

And it is that poetic approach to expressing the love of Christ that has probably had the greatest impact on me. The excitement in the way he writes expresses itself with a beautiful flow that really does inspire soemthing in me. It’s helped me to step back from lots of the intellectual arguments and be willing to let the Spirit of God speak to my spirit when I’m praying, and for me to see the beauty of the creator in the beauty of creation. That is a gift that I hope to cherish for a long time to come.

What I had trouble with:

The biggest problem for me was the reluctance of McLaren to address the pursuit of truth. Because it seems to me that no matter how “generous” your orthodoxy is, that should still be the ultimate goal. To decipher just a little of the fullness of the truth in God’s word is something that is worth chasing after. I understand McLaren’s dillema. The problem for him in writing a book like this is that everyone believes that they have “The Truth”(tm). And in that sense he is smart to stay away from it. But nevertheless, the truth of who Christ is, what he came for and how we need to respond is something central to any Christian belief. Pretty much all of the problems that I had with McLaren’s individual statements had to do with this central theme.

So Finally….

The problem with any “generous orthodoxy” is that you are always going to be criticised for allowing too much in, and for keeping stuff out. Which is why this book was such a thinker. McLaren reaches his goal – providing a framework within which the Church can function – minus all of the inherited baggage that has dogged every species of Christianity since the dawn of Christendom. He strips away our ability to take pride in why we remain the “faithful remnant” (I love that term – it describes so much of the problem) and yet simultaneously he shows us the things that have made a positive Kingdom difference in the world. There’s going to be disaggreement, and nobody is likely to act entirely inside this orthodoxy, but it does give everyone a chance to learn from each other, and to put aside the petty in-fighting that is so often more passionate than our interest in furthering the kingdom. So…… let the revolution begin – starting here and now.

The Wisdom Of Mr McLaren – Part Nine: Loose Ends

In the interests of not drawing out this series much further (too much thinking is hurting my brain), I’m collating the remainding chapters to describe the key points that I think McLaren is making.

On being charismatic/contemplative:

Like many of the journeying Vineyardians I know of, their experience with the “charismatic” was tainted by the models they saw displayed in the Pentecostal world. Hurt by the whole speaking-in-tongues-as-Christian-status type approach it took a fair bit for him to recognise the Godliness in what the Holy Spirit can do. But having been put in a situation where he believed in the spirit working in that way – I love his summation of what being baptised in the Spirit (oh how I wish there was a less loaded term) is about for him.

“Sometimes I’m talking with someone – offering pastoral counsel or just talking with someone I meet on a plane or in a restaurant – and a kind of wisom or insight comes to me, wisdom that I can’t explain or claim as my own….

Sometimes I know I should give away a sum of money to someone in need, and I know that not doing so would be missing a great opportunity to do good….. Sometimes I’m prayind, and I feel a confidence rise up in me that what I’m asking for will truly happen, and this confidence gives me courage to take risks I would not normally take. Sometimes I’m preaching or preparing to preach and I feel a boldness wash over me like a brisk wave in the surf and I know I’m being empowered by the Spirit of God”

On predestination:

Predestination is one of those nasty ones, that despite the constant barrage of opinion, I’m yet to fully make up my mind on – although I think that I’m leaning towards McLaren’s point of view (as distinct from Ianniello’s – sorry mate).

“Whether it’s God who makes us puppets, or whether it’s genes…… it doesn’t matter much to me. I have little time for determinism. If it’s true then I can’t help but not believe in it, because, after all, I have not choice.”

On being green:

I’m yet to have heard a legitimate argument for why the church shouldn’t be more outspoken about environmental issues. It’s an area that I know I personally need to look at my lifestyle about, and am starting to take steps towards. McLaren wheels out some pretty standard arguments, as well as tracing some of the church’s apathy to the environment (“Jesus is gunna come soon anyway and then who gives a stuff”). If there’s someone who is of the opinion that Christians are too environmentally conscious – I’d love to hear it. That’s not being sarcastic – I just don’t know what your argument is likely to be.

On being incarnational:

I was prepared for this chapter to be a nice easy one that I’d agree with everything in and would make me happy. What could be more altruistic that the need for Christians to be following the incarnational example of Christ and to be little Jesuses in the community. McLaren gets a little bit more controversial than that.

McLaren argues not for converting people into a Christian culture – which I agree with. There is a deep seated problem Christendom-wide with stifling the personalities of the people we bring into the flock. But then he goes in deeper and almost goes (but perhaps not quite) to the point of advocating other religions – which while I’m keen to be nice and accepting and respectful – just gets me starting to lean towards having no other Gods. Might come back to that in the final post of the series. Stay tuned.

On being depressed, yet hopeful and unfinished:

McLaren finishes the way he started – recognising the problems with the Church – the arrogance, the intolerance, the disunity – and offers up some hope for the future, by pointing to the good things that are happening now. And the church is not all doom and gloom. The world is changing. We are starting to change it. Sometimes we even have Christians that are doing good. McLaren is remarkably humble in admitting that his “Generous Orthodoxy” has further to go – God isn’t finished with it yet. He describes this unfinished tension the way all good non-fiction authors do: with someone else’s words

“How can we keep the artist discontented with his pictures while preventing him from being vitally discontented with his art? How can we make a man always dissatisfied with this work, yet always satisfied with working? How can we make sure that the portrait painter will throw the portrait out of the window instead of taking the natural and more human course of throwing the sitter out the window?” (Chesterton – “Orthodoxy”)

This concludes my summation of the book. I hope you’ve enjoyed the series, or if not that at least somewhere in there something has made you think in some way. Or something. Tomorrow, or possibly the next day, there will be a “What I reckon” piece on this book. Then I’ll be getting into some hardcore bible stuff. Possibly Genesis. Or 1 Samuel. Or Daniel. Maybe Judges.

Dear Elena

There’s a blog that I’ve been reading called “Dear Elena“. It’s written by a guy who lost his young daughter in February. It’s a haunting read, and very raw. Some days it’s uplifting. Some days it’s depressing. Most days it makes you want to cry. The most memorable post for me was the reprinting of the homily that the Catholic Priest gave at the funeral. The ability to find hope in the midst of so much pain inspires the kind of Christian I want to be. A Christian who has the humility to recognise that they don’t always have answers, that their faith is incomplete – and yet offers the ray of hope that is in them, the hope that they have in Christ.

The Wisdom of Mr McLaren – Part Eight: Biblical Interpretation

I wanted to hold off on writing this entry until I was certain that I had McLaren’s point of view absolutely clear in my mind. For my mind there are three things that McLaren is saying in his “Why I am biblical” chapter.

1. The bible is not an answer book

McLaren argues that too often we treat the Bible as some ancient moral encylclopedia, as though we can research and find our answer to any problem. He describes this approach as having come from our modern, westernised, rational viewpoint – and it is out of step with the cultural context of the biblical times and the people who wrote the bible. He explains that (from his perspective) “God-breathed” means that it has been created by God, but written by humans.

He uses the analogy of his own life. While he would never question that he exists because God created him- ie. God said “let there be Brian, and there was Brian”, that doesn’t change the fact that he has two parents who got together to make him. There’s a little bit of difficulty in my mind gettting his analogy to work (thus the delay in getting this post out), but I’m fairly happy to accept that the Bible, in the translations we have today and in a completely different cultural context, cannot be treated as an answer book. (if anyone does find an answer book though, let me know :) )

2. The bible finds its purpose in mission

McLaren’s finest hour in this chapter comes when he speaks about what should be obvious to everyone – the bible exists to equip the saints for ministry. He comes to this having just declared his frustration at the restrictions churches place on membership without using words such as “inerrant” and “literal” to describe the Scripture. Coming out of that, he muses that “Oddly, I’ve never heard of a church or denomination that asked people to affirm a doctrinal statement like this: The purpose of Scripture is to equip God’s people for good works.” (italics his).

Then he gets excited: “But again, think about what tyruly biblical Christians (Protestant, Catholic, …. whatever) have done when they have understood the profitable purpose of Scripture. Instructed by Scripture, they have left the comforts of home and country and gone to every corner of the world, spreading the Good News of Jesus in word and deed.” McLaren recognises that the bible exists not as a reference manual, not as an academic text, but as a tool to be used in the greater purpose that Jesus came to birth in the church. The bible exists to help us change the world. (my words, not his)

3. The bible as a narrative

Despite the rather sound base assumption (the bible as a narrative), the places McLaren takes the argument from there are a little bit unsatisfying. This point is mostly McLaren’s attempt at covering for the fact that there are some really icky bits (my words again:)) in the Old Testament that really take some explaining. McLaren’s point of view is that to start with we should be reading the bible (and the early history portions in particular) as a story, which doesn’t mean that God agrees with everything that happens therein. Which is pretty fair.
It’s the next bit that is a bit hard to swallow. And before I tell you why I don’t like it – let me say that I’m not sure I have anything better. It’s a decent crack at it. I don’t want to be throwing stones. Just trying to think this stuff through for myself.

McLaren believes that sometimes God told the Israelites to do stuff that doesn’t really seem to be very loving and fatherly, because they were in a culture that was significantly worse than anything God told them to do, so God was calling them to be slightly better than the rest of the world. Which is just a little bit much for me. I still believe in a God who is holy – set apart. Who wants to have nothing to do with sin. And this line of thinking is hard to align with a holy God who cannot bear to be a part of sin.

The other part I don’t understand about McLaren’s thinking is that whereas in most of the book (and indeeed this chapter) he is telling people to throw away their rationalised worldview, here he is trying to justify his point of view following a very clear “if A = B and C=D then E must equal F” line of thinking. But as I say, I don’t have anything better – it’s just intriguing. I’d love to hear other people’s opinions. Play nicely