Entries by Geoff

Forgiveness and Being Excused

Opted not to go out squeegeeing windscreens this morning during church – which was the designated kindness evangelism activity, and instead heard a sermon from Rob Carter, on “Breaking Bad Behaviour”. I do like hearing Rob preach, and he covered lots of stuff, but one thing that really stuck with me was a point he made about forgiveness. There is a big difference between forgiving someone for doing something and excusing them for doing that. It’s not something that had ever really occurred to me, but it seems to me that one of the things I do quite regularly is to mix those up – and feel that in order to have forgiven someone, in some way I need to at least be able to see a reason behind their actions.

That’s not forgiveness (necessarily), that’s much more about finding a way to excuse the person. Which is not actually helpful at all – you end up thinking that the initial action was justifiable; which is untrue, and you end up avoiding actually learning how to forgive, so that when there comes along things that you can’t see any justification for, you have real problems forgiving at all. So there’s what I’ve been cogitating over.

Office 2007 Beta Review

It’s been a while since I did anything super tech focused and so when I got a hold of a link through to the new Microsoft Office 2007 Beta (from Weblog Tools Collection), I thought I’d better check it out. So this is a pretty quick look at what I reckon, there will be better, more comprehensive, interesting reviews, but this is mine.

The first thing I wanted to try out was what caused my previous post. I’d heard that Office 2007 was going to support blogging, I wanted to have a go. And the results were, well, underwhelming. This is obviously a feature that wasn’t quite ready – they even say that in the description when you’re setting up your blog. For starters, they’ve stuffed the WordPress connection in that it: a) won’t work with Categories, and b) sets the date of your post as being 1, January 1970. Not so useful. I was going to try out some other trippy type things, but after the simplest of posts failed, I thought I’d better leave it at that.

The obvious change to Office is the huge change in the UI. Like the new IE, the traditional File, Edit, Format, etc have gone, making way for a mutating toolbar type arrangement. And while there’s little doubt in my mind that this makes the entire program look prettier – I’m just not sure that it makes it easier to use. Or even level to use. Had a little play around with Excel and spent a fair chunk of time trying to find the auto-height, auto-width funtions. Which I use all the time. Although the more graphical nature of the toolbar does seem to me to be likely to make it much easier for people who don’t know about features in Office, to find things that will do cool stuff. Don’t know.

One of the most technically insignificant changes, but culturally huge, is that the default fonts have changed! Gone are the stalwarts of Times New Roman and Arial, start getting used to Calibri and Cambria. What’s most significant about this move is that now the headings are Serif, and the body text Sans-Serif – following the trend, certainly on webpages for the last few years.

The place that I think Office 2007 looks the best is in its revamped Powerpoint. This is one place where the graphical toolbar approach is much more useful and the little bits of playing around with that have been lots of fun. One thing that I really like too, is their design templates now work with loads of different colour schemes. So you work out what design you’re looking for and then you get a beautiful array of colour choices. And they’ve got some mix and match font styles, so you can stick with the defaults or choose headings and body text that goes well together. It’s pretty cool!

I’ve got one image in there for you, might add some more later.

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Following Samuel – 1 Sam 11 – Gettin’ Angry

Saul Rescues the City of Jabesh

1 Nahash the Ammonite went up and besieged Jabesh Gilead. And all the men of Jabesh said to him, “Make a treaty with us, and we will be subject to you.”2 But Nahash the Ammonite replied, “I will make a treaty with you only on the condition that I gouge out the right eye of every one of you and so bring disgrace on all Israel.”

3 The elders of Jabesh said to him, “Give us seven days so we can send messengers throughout Israel; if no one comes to rescue us, we will surrender to you.”

4 When the messengers came to Gibeah of Saul and reported these terms to the people, they all wept aloud. 5 Just then Saul was returning from the fields, behind his oxen, and he asked, “What is wrong with the people? Why are they weeping?” Then they repeated to him what the men of Jabesh had said.

6 When Saul heard their words, the Spirit of God came upon him in power, and he burned with anger. 7 He took a pair of oxen, cut them into pieces, and sent the pieces by messengers throughout Israel, proclaiming, “This is what will be done to the oxen of anyone who does not follow Saul and Samuel.” Then the terror of the LORD fell on the people, and they turned out as one man. 8 When Saul mustered them at Bezek, the men of Israel numbered three hundred thousand and the men of Judah thirty thousand.

9 They told the messengers who had come, “Say to the men of Jabesh Gilead, ‘By the time the sun is hot tomorrow, you will be delivered.’ ” When the messengers went and reported this to the men of Jabesh, they were elated. 10 They said to the Ammonites, “Tomorrow we will surrender to you, and you can do to us whatever seems good to you.”

11 The next day Saul separated his men into three divisions; during the last watch of the night they broke into the camp of the Ammonites and slaughtered them until the heat of the day. Those who survived were scattered, so that no two of them were left together.

Saul Confirmed as King

12 The people then said to Samuel, “Who was it that asked, ‘Shall Saul reign over us?’ Bring these men to us and we will put them to death.”13 But Saul said, “No one shall be put to death today, for this day the LORD has rescued Israel.”

14 Then Samuel said to the people, “Come, let us go to Gilgal and there reaffirm the kingship.” 15 So all the people went to Gilgal and confirmed Saul as king in the presence of the LORD. There they sacrificed fellowship offerings [a] before the LORD, and Saul and all the Israelites held a great celebration.

Anger is one of those things that I get the feeling we don’t really as Christians quite grasp. And it kind of makes sense – misplaced righteous anger is one of the most dangerous things in the world. But there’s something deeply relevant about the passage “the Spirit of God came upon him in power, and he burned with anger”. Not sure that we see so much of that in our everyday Christian lives. But there can be little doubt that the reaction of Saul, just like the reaction of Jesus, to  oppression, is to get angry about it.

And naturally, the answer to oppression is widespread slaughter. Yup, still struggling with this – it’s not getting easier. Still struggling to reconcile that issue. Although you’ve got to be impressed by Saul’s response to the people wanting to kill the traitors – no, we won’t put anyone to death today. That’s gotta instill confidence in you that you’re not going to get nailed tomorrow.

I guess the only other point I’d want to glean from this is that there’s a statement here about leadership. Leadership is proven by action. You can have all the anointing you like, but if that’s all it is, then there’s no leadership, you’ve just got oily hair. There’s no mistake that the heading there says “Saul Confirmed as King”.

Australia Elbows Greece!

The most important part of any article about a sporting event is the headline. Nobody remembers the eloquent description of the game. If you’re lucky they might possibly remember who the writer thought played well. But a good headline – sport sub-editors must have the most fun job around. Here’s a few things I considered:

  • Josip Skoko Greece’s Up
  • Aussie, Aussie, Aussie. Oi, Oi, Ouzo
  • AAAAAArchie!!!!!

I went along to the soccer football this evening and shared a wonderful 90 minutes with two thirds of the Greek population in Melbourne and a few Aussie stragglers (OK, maybe there was a few Aussies there), and it was so fun! There aren’t many countries more fun than Greece, and with the exception of perhaps a few morons with flares (what is it with Europeans and flares?) they were a very fun crowd. We had a pretty sweet spot too – courtesy of a nice email from Ticketmaster a week before the event we were up on the second level and just on the corner flag virtually. Almost ideal position.

There were two things in the game that stood out enough for me to want to blog about them before I go to bed. Maybe you’ll get a better post tomorrow. The first was the most obvious one. Josip Skoko scored the sort of goal you dream about seeing. Australia had a corner, and the ball went into the box and was passed back by head from the Australians to Skoko, who hit the ball at about waist height, placing it in the only possible straight line between the defenders on one side, the goal keeper on the other, just inside the left-post and perhaps 10cm underneath the cross-bar. You had to watch the replay to be certain that you’d seen what you thought you’d seen.

The other moment of note was when Archie Thompson strolled onto the pitch. Archie is a Melbourne boy, he plays for the Melbourne Victory and is an all round nice bloke. He’s a striker and is really pushing hard to get picked in the side. And once he got his opportunity, boy did he do everything to make the best of it. I’ve never seen a soccer plyaer work so hard to be in every possible position to score a goal, or to be a part of one. He is one of the most fun players to watch that I’ve seen in ages. He was all over ut. He chased and chased the ball, just made it clear to everyone involved in the selection of the team that he is absolutely desperate to play for his country in the World Cup. It was such a fun thing to see!

Following Samuel – 1 Sam 10 – Specificity

1 Samuel 10

1 Then Samuel took a flask of oil and poured it on Saul’s head and kissed him, saying, “Has not the LORD anointed you leader over his inheritance? [a] 2 When you leave me today, you will meet two men near Rachel’s tomb, at Zelzah on the border of Benjamin. They will say to you, ‘The donkeys you set out to look for have been found. And now your father has stopped thinking about them and is worried about you. He is asking, “What shall I do about my son?” ‘

3 “Then you will go on from there until you reach the great tree of Tabor. Three men going up to God at Bethel will meet you there. One will be carrying three young goats, another three loaves of bread, and another a skin of wine. 4 They will greet you and offer you two loaves of bread, which you will accept from them.

5 “After that you will go to Gibeah of God, where there is a Philistine outpost. As you approach the town, you will meet a procession of prophets coming down from the high place with lyres, tambourines, flutes and harps being played before them, and they will be prophesying. 6 The Spirit of the LORD will come upon you in power, and you will prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person. 7 Once these signs are fulfilled, do whatever your hand finds to do, for God is with you.

8 “Go down ahead of me to Gilgal. I will surely come down to you to sacrifice burnt offerings and fellowship offerings, [b] but you must wait seven days until I come to you and tell you what you are to do.”

Saul Made King

9 As Saul turned to leave Samuel, God changed Saul’s heart, and all these signs were fulfilled that day. 10 When they arrived at Gibeah, a procession of prophets met him; the Spirit of God came upon him in power, and he joined in their prophesying. 11 When all those who had formerly known him saw him prophesying with the prophets, they asked each other, “What is this that has happened to the son of Kish? Is Saul also among the prophets?”12 A man who lived there answered, “And who is their father?” So it became a saying: “Is Saul also among the prophets?” 13 After Saul stopped prophesying, he went to the high place.

14 Now Saul’s uncle asked him and his servant, “Where have you been?”
“Looking for the donkeys,” he said. “But when we saw they were not to be found, we went to Samuel.”

15 Saul’s uncle said, “Tell me what Samuel said to you.”

16 Saul replied, “He assured us that the donkeys had been found.” But he did not tell his uncle what Samuel had said about the kingship.

17 Samuel summoned the people of Israel to the LORD at Mizpah 18 and said to them, “This is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: ‘I brought Israel up out of Egypt, and I delivered you from the power of Egypt and all the kingdoms that oppressed you.’ 19 But you have now rejected your God, who saves you out of all your calamities and distresses. And you have said, ‘No, set a king over us.’ So now present yourselves before the LORD by your tribes and clans.”

20 When Samuel brought all the tribes of Israel near, the tribe of Benjamin was chosen. 21 Then he brought forward the tribe of Benjamin, clan by clan, and Matri’s clan was chosen. Finally Saul son of Kish was chosen. But when they looked for him, he was not to be found. 22 So they inquired further of the LORD, “Has the man come here yet?”
And the LORD said, “Yes, he has hidden himself among the baggage.”

23 They ran and brought him out, and as he stood among the people he was a head taller than any of the others. 24 Samuel said to all the people, “Do you see the man the LORD has chosen? There is no one like him among all the people.”
Then the people shouted, “Long live the king!”

25 Samuel explained to the people the regulations of the kingship. He wrote them down on a scroll and deposited it before the LORD. Then Samuel dismissed the people, each to his own home.

26 Saul also went to his home in Gibeah, accompanied by valiant men whose hearts God had touched. 27 But some troublemakers said, “How can this fellow save us?” They despised him and brought him no gifts. But Saul kept silent.

I love the reassurance that Saul gets that this is the real deal. I’d really love some of that kind of confirmation. “Geoff you’ve been called to do X, and to prove it to you there will be a man who will sit opposite you on the third carriage of the 7:49 Lilydale train which will be delayed by 2 and a half minutes and he will be wearing a red t-shirt with a small logo on the front and he will offer you a Butter Menthol and you will take it and it will taste good, although the wrapper might be a little bit sticky.” Now I’d just about believe that kind of confirmation!

So is that just “the way God worked then but doesn’t now”, part of being in the “now but not yet”? Or do we just not hear from the prophetically gifted people in the body who are actually getting these messages? Is this supposed to be something we experience in Christian life today, or do we lose some of the “faith is spelt r-i-s-k” (wimberism) aspect of life if this type experience is commonplace. No answers today, only questions.

The only other thing I wanted to mention is in verse 26: “Saul also went to his home in Gibeah, accompanied by valiant men whose hearts God had touched”. That’s definitely something that goes well with today – that when given a task, you want to have valiant people whose hearts God has touched with you as you kick off the journey. I like it.

Spiritual Gifts blah di blah

Had young adults last night, and we were doing the “Wagner modified spiritual gifts” questionnaire, which although it has aged somewhat since it was created in the 1500s (well, maybe not) it has still obviously got some validity. I’ve obviously been feeling more administrative and less leaderish recently, because administrative was higher than usual. All pretty much as I’d have expected, but there was a ripper quote from Col:

“I’m about at celibate as I am evangelistic”

Couldn’t let that one go unposted – I thought it was a ripper.

Hi Mum!

Everyone say hi to my mum, who has left a comment on my “Being Available” post. Isn’t she cute!

My Mum

Following Samuel – 1 Sam 9 – A Good Start

Samuel Anoints Saul

1 There was a Benjamite, a man of standing, whose name was Kish son of Abiel, the son of Zeror, the son of Becorath, the son of Aphiah of Benjamin. 2 He had a son named Saul, an impressive young man without equal among the Israelites—a head taller than any of the others.3 Now the donkeys belonging to Saul’s father Kish were lost, and Kish said to his son Saul, “Take one of the servants with you and go and look for the donkeys.” 4 So he passed through the hill country of Ephraim and through the area around Shalisha, but they did not find them. They went on into the district of Shaalim, but the donkeys were not there. Then he passed through the territory of Benjamin, but they did not find them.

5 When they reached the district of Zuph, Saul said to the servant who was with him, “Come, let’s go back, or my father will stop thinking about the donkeys and start worrying about us.”

6 But the servant replied, “Look, in this town there is a man of God; he is highly respected, and everything he says comes true. Let’s go there now. Perhaps he will tell us what way to take.”

7 Saul said to his servant, “If we go, what can we give the man? The food in our sacks is gone. We have no gift to take to the man of God. What do we have?”

8 The servant answered him again. “Look,” he said, “I have a quarter of a shekel [a] of silver. I will give it to the man of God so that he will tell us what way to take.” 9 (Formerly in Israel, if a man went to inquire of God, he would say, “Come, let us go to the seer,” because the prophet of today used to be called a seer.)

10 “Good,” Saul said to his servant. “Come, let’s go.” So they set out for the town where the man of God was.

11 As they were going up the hill to the town, they met some girls coming out to draw water, and they asked them, “Is the seer here?”

12 “He is,” they answered. “He’s ahead of you. Hurry now; he has just come to our town today, for the people have a sacrifice at the high place. 13 As soon as you enter the town, you will find him before he goes up to the high place to eat. The people will not begin eating until he comes, because he must bless the sacrifice; afterward, those who are invited will eat. Go up now; you should find him about this time.”

14 They went up to the town, and as they were entering it, there was Samuel, coming toward them on his way up to the high place.

15 Now the day before Saul came, the LORD had revealed this to Samuel: 16 “About this time tomorrow I will send you a man from the land of Benjamin. Anoint him leader over my people Israel; he will deliver my people from the hand of the Philistines. I have looked upon my people, for their cry has reached me.”

17 When Samuel caught sight of Saul, the LORD said to him, “This is the man I spoke to you about; he will govern my people.”

18 Saul approached Samuel in the gateway and asked, “Would you please tell me where the seer’s house is?”

19 “I am the seer,” Samuel replied. “Go up ahead of me to the high place, for today you are to eat with me, and in the morning I will let you go and will tell you all that is in your heart. 20 As for the donkeys you lost three days ago, do not worry about them; they have been found. And to whom is all the desire of Israel turned, if not to you and all your father’s family?”

21 Saul answered, “But am I not a Benjamite, from the smallest tribe of Israel, and is not my clan the least of all the clans of the tribe of Benjamin? Why do you say such a thing to me?”

22 Then Samuel brought Saul and his servant into the hall and seated them at the head of those who were invited—about thirty in number. 23 Samuel said to the cook, “Bring the piece of meat I gave you, the one I told you to lay aside.”

24 So the cook took up the leg with what was on it and set it in front of Saul. Samuel said, “Here is what has been kept for you. Eat, because it was set aside for you for this occasion, from the time I said, ‘I have invited guests.’ ” And Saul dined with Samuel that day.

25 After they came down from the high place to the town, Samuel talked with Saul on the roof of his house. 26 They rose about daybreak and Samuel called to Saul on the roof, “Get ready, and I will send you on your way.” When Saul got ready, he and Samuel went outside together. 27 As they were going down to the edge of the town, Samuel said to Saul, “Tell the servant to go on ahead of us”-and the servant did so-”but you stay here awhile, so that I may give you a message from God.”

He starts so well doesn’t he. There’s none of that pride there at the outset – Saul doesn’t yet have any illusions about himself. I vividly remember reading this story when I was little and really believing that Saul was going to be the good guy. What an introduction: “an impressive young man without equal among the Israelites—a head taller than any of the others”. I can relate with that — I’ve spent most of my life being some of my head taller than any of the others. Saul does, however, match up to what I’d want in a King. “Without equal among the Israelites” is not some soft compliment, he’s obviously got some respect. He’s a good bloke.

It’s hard not to appreciate the sovereignty in the way that he gets anointed. God’s in there playing funny stuff again – you go out looking for your donkeys, spend the whole day looking for them without luck, then you ask the local wise guy if he’s seen them and bingo – King of Israel. God, intervening and showing himself in the most mundane of situations. It doesn’t get much more plain than looking for donkeys, does it. I love it when God does that, it builds in you an expectation, even maybe some faith, that God can work in the regular mundane life routine. That’s all I’ve got

Being Available

What does it really mean: in this day and time and place, to be ready to say that you’ll do anything for God? (At this point I’m imagining all of the disappointed sighs of the beautiful Christian single women who had hoped that the title was referring to something else. Of course, in my imagination is the only place where that’ll happen) Because at the moment, I’m on the verge of committing to a 3 year course and thinking about buying a house and the mortgage that comes with it. What if God wants to shake that all up and tell me to throw it in and head to deepest darkest Africa (which is always the concern)? To what extent should we be making out lives more flexible in order that we can get up off our bums and “Take up your cross and follow me”?

It’s a conversation that I’ve had with my mum more than anyone else – she’s pushing the idea that it would be smart to own a house as soon as possible, and actually that it would set me up for a church planting situation later – having a house is a nice thing that (presuming you’ve paid off most of the mortgage) actually allows a little bit of flexibility down the track in terms of not having the financial constraints (and I suppose other constraints) of rent. And there might be some validity in that argument. But the revolutionary in me (who I’m really starting to see a bit more of) starts saying but what if it’s about the now or almost now, rather than the later. What if God wants me to drop everything tomorrow? What if I’m locking myself in to something that’ll just end up being an unbreakable leash?

This is the part where you’d just love it if God went “here, this is the plan from now to finish and here’s what you need to do to get there”. A lot less exciting, but a lot less messy too. I guess that’s just the package deal. You take God and you put up with the messiness and the excitement and the fear and the constant wondering about whether or not you’re doing the right thing and the second guessing. Maybe it’s just a seeking and trusting thing.

Following Samuel – 1 Sam 8 – Getting what you want

Israel Asks for a King

1 When Samuel grew old, he appointed his sons as judges for Israel. 2 The name of his firstborn was Joel and the name of his second was Abijah, and they served at Beersheba. 3 But his sons did not walk in his ways. They turned aside after dishonest gain and accepted bribes and perverted justice.4 So all the elders of Israel gathered together and came to Samuel at Ramah. 5 They said to him, “You are old, and your sons do not walk in your ways; now appoint a king to lead [a] us, such as all the other nations have.”

6 But when they said, “Give us a king to lead us,” this displeased Samuel; so he prayed to the LORD. 7 And the LORD told him: “Listen to all that the people are saying to you; it is not you they have rejected, but they have rejected me as their king. 8 As they have done from the day I brought them up out of Egypt until this day, forsaking me and serving other gods, so they are doing to you. 9 Now listen to them; but warn them solemnly and let them know what the king who will reign over them will do.”

10 Samuel told all the words of the LORD to the people who were asking him for a king. 11 He said, “This is what the king who will reign over you will do: He will take your sons and make them serve with his chariots and horses, and they will run in front of his chariots. 12 Some he will assign to be commanders of thousands and commanders of fifties, and others to plow his ground and reap his harvest, and still others to make weapons of war and equipment for his chariots. 13 He will take your daughters to be perfumers and cooks and bakers. 14 He will take the best of your fields and vineyards and olive groves and give them to his attendants. 15 He will take a tenth of your grain and of your vintage and give it to his officials and attendants. 16 Your menservants and maidservants and the best of your cattle [b] and donkeys he will take for his own use. 17 He will take a tenth of your flocks, and you yourselves will become his slaves. 18 When that day comes, you will cry out for relief from the king you have chosen, and the LORD will not answer you in that day.”

19 But the people refused to listen to Samuel. “No!” they said. “We want a king over us. 20 Then we will be like all the other nations, with a king to lead us and to go out before us and fight our battles.”

21 When Samuel heard all that the people said, he repeated it before the LORD. 22 The LORD answered, “Listen to them and give them a king.”
Then Samuel said to the men of Israel, “Everyone go back to his town.”

It’s funny how you often remember Bible stories differently to how they actually go. In my mind, there wasn’t any of this stuff about how Samuel’s sons were doing the dodgy. I’m pretty sure that’s probably got to do with preachers skipping the bits that don’t fit the point they’re trying to make. Because the fact of the matter is, they were right to seek a change in leadership. These boys were clearly not doing the right stuff. But their solution was to resort to a human logical viewpoint. How often I do that. When doing something the God way seems to have lived out it’s time, you fix the problem with the beautiful, logical, human answer.

The part that I think really hits the spot in this passage, is that God tells them what’s going to happen. God lets them know what the consequences of their choice will be, and lets them know that they are hurting him and themselves by opting for this point of view. But God lets them have what they want. He respects their choice. Which in a weird kind of way must be to do with God being about love – love is always a choice. And if God wasn’t going to let them have a choice, they’d be no opportunity for love.

Sorry if this is a little jumbled and not very to the point, but hopefully you get the idea.