Now that it’s been officially announced, I can write this. Pete and Kathy, our senior pastors announced this morning that they’ll be moving on and planting in the inner city. In many ways it’s been a long time coming – they’ve been pretty worn out for quite a while and it’s probably what needs to happen for the church itself to move from being a church of 400 to anything bigger, but it’s a pretty hard thing to come to terms with.

I had a chat with Pete on some unrelated stuff on Thursday morning and he let me know then, and to tell you the truth it’s taking quite a bit of processing to get used to. It’s part of the reason I’ve been a little bit less positive in the last few days postings, and why I’m a little bit everywhere at the moment.

As silly as it obviously sounds, I always had in the back of my mind that Pete and Kathy would always be around. I’ve been a part of Pete’s churches for most of my life – first in Bendigo and then here, so I haven’t got much experience of anyone else being in charge. And while I know for certain that it’s a positive thing that I’ll now be experiencing a new leadership style and see church done differently; it certainly has attached to it a lot of fear.

And when that’s coupled with Mark and Jamie leaving the youth ministry, it’s a pretty scary time in general. I know that it’s probably what is needed, and it’s almost certainly going to force me to put a lot more faith in God, there’s certainly a not-insignificant amount of fear attached.